Someone Different
Have you ever met someone who completely blew you away? Someone genuinely interesting, intelligent, and complicated?
The problem is what happens when you pursue a relationship with that person. They like you for who you are, you like them for who they are, but there are so many complications that it doesn't seem worth it. With all your heart you try to convince yourself that it is worth it, that this person is the catch of a lifetime and that you will never probably meet anyone like this ever again, that you will always compare people to this one amazing person.
What do you do then?
It probably won't work, and he has made it clear that he thinks that. So why pursue it? Why lead me on? All i really want is an answer so i can go on with my life. That is all i really want, some definition. But will he give me that? No.
What then?
I really don't want to let go of this one. This one is real. But at the same time, it can never be. People told me to wait for the right one to come along; it did and he came along. Now, it seems like fate is playing a huge joke on me. With every quarrel, my heart seems to grow colder to the thought of any relationship.
What should I do?
The problem is what happens when you pursue a relationship with that person. They like you for who you are, you like them for who they are, but there are so many complications that it doesn't seem worth it. With all your heart you try to convince yourself that it is worth it, that this person is the catch of a lifetime and that you will never probably meet anyone like this ever again, that you will always compare people to this one amazing person.
What do you do then?
It probably won't work, and he has made it clear that he thinks that. So why pursue it? Why lead me on? All i really want is an answer so i can go on with my life. That is all i really want, some definition. But will he give me that? No.
What then?
I really don't want to let go of this one. This one is real. But at the same time, it can never be. People told me to wait for the right one to come along; it did and he came along. Now, it seems like fate is playing a huge joke on me. With every quarrel, my heart seems to grow colder to the thought of any relationship.
What should I do?
posted by porgie at
8:31 AM
2 Comments:
Look elsewhere.
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Anonymous, at 7:39 PM
Only you can determine if it is worth it. Everyone is different. Complications are a way of life, I'm sorry to say. You will know when it is time to give it up and move on. Til then, stay in moment and enjoy where you are...remember, it took you awhile to get there. You never know, it may work itself out!
By
msrstl, at 2:54 PM
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