Procrastination

I don't know what the problem is, but i have been a huge procrastinator lately. I'm talking putting off important shit until the last minute. I can understand why i do it for my writing seminar class though because i am completely unintersted in the topic of my paper (and the whole class for that matter). I don't know what to do because i cannot do this at WashU.

I was up really late last night in my bed thinking of what i want done when i die. It sounds very morbid, but it was a very healthy look at how i want people to remember me. I think that everyone should plan that eventually.

The relationship department has been looking grimm the past couple of weeks. After all the shit with sean (who, btw, still hasn't talked or even looked at me) and ronnie, it makes me question whether i want one. Wait, this is silly. Of course i want one, but now i'm getting to the point where i am getting selective. Those two debacles taught me a lot about myself an what i really want and the capacity of human beings to be complete pieces of shit.

Sometimes i just feel like flirting. Seriously. Like right now, i could just start aimlessly flirting with someone.

I talked with maddy about the whole colorado/nanny situation and she cleared a lot of things up. My only qualm is if she doesn't have a solid plan. I will stand by her no matter what she chooses, but i don't want to see her get herself into a sticky situation. She is da bomb.

My dad (who is still the most amazing person) makes my soul smile.

I have everything in for WashU except for my essay and my midsemester report. Need to get those two. My essay is basically written and my midsemester report should be completed tomorrow when i have Dr Kroll sign it. Feels good to complete something.