Maddening Shroud

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Okay, I Have To Admit, If My Life Were A Movie, It Would Be Pretty Damn Good....

Salaam. (haha. i was watching Aladdin a couple nights ago with some friends. Don't judge. Old School Disney ROCKS!) Haven't posted in about a week. Sorry about that. I haven't been on the internet much lately-- I've been to busy living a crazy, fucking random life.

Where to begin? Ah yes, with Maddy. Maddy has been getting a lot of bad reps on this blog in the past couple of posts. I have to say that she deserves it and that whole....situation.... will be dealt with slowly, and hopefully calmly, throughout the summer. I am not about to cut off my best friend for being herself. I just have to show her that she is hurting the people that care about her and making a fool of herself in the process. (FYI I LOVE ADRIEANNE PEREZ!!!! My fucking security blanket, seriously)

So my crazy life. We were at Steph's drinking when Audi goes, 'Lets, Lets do something! I know! Lets go dancing! I wanna go dancing right now!" So Maddy suggests we go to Attitudes. We end up going. There is a slightly older guy (like mid to late 20s) looking at me and everyone is like "OMG look look! he is checking you out" I'm like, i'm not blind people. So i go over and talk to him and we dance. We just kinda danced but next to each other, if you understand what i am saying. Later, i asked if he wanted to dance again and this time i got really close and was touching his back and stuff and getting close to his neck. Well, he pulls me to the bathroom and stuff happens. For the rest of the night, i'm just sitting there thinking to myself, "did that really happen? did that happen to me? that wasn't a movie or a book, that was just my life!" So yeah. I like to think that i got caught up in the moment, because he gave me his number but i never called. Like exactly 36 hours later, my conscious kicked in and i was like, 'that was wrong and detrimental to your soul. don't do that again." Well, on fri we are going back to attitudes, but lets hope we can leave out the random hookup this time.

Sean Francis Dugan. Back in my life again, full force. Hopefully, I won't fuck it up this time.

I'm sick. It's not fun. Went to the doctor and they told me everything that i already knew. Whatev people. Just because you have a white coat doesn't make you jesus with a stethoscope.

Um. BTW. Greek is probably the coolest thing in the entire world. If you disagree, then you have never studied ancient greek and therefore, you have no right to talk. Piss off. I watched The Mummy last night with Steph and her roommate Stacie. That makes me want to learn Hieroglyphics. Good thing i have a couple of books on my Amazon Wish list.....ha!
Could George be taking hold of his life? Could a change be on the horizon? I seriously doubt it. But if it's the same old shit again, he'll definitely know how to deal with it and move on.

1 Comments:

  • George, no one leaves you comments. So I will. Wait I've got nothing to say, except that I agree you should never smoke pot then drink. DRINK THEN SMOKE, silly. OK.

    Alex "I'm not creepy just really really bored" Sciuto

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 4:21 PM  

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